I was irritated. I was angry. I was frustrated with the system, with the culture, with their way of doing things. Everyday, there is bound to be something for me to talk about. Luckily and thankfully, there is a mate who shares the same perspective and annoyance as me. Everyday we will rattle about these unjustified treatments and about how unfair things are. That's how we pass each day. Is our way of releasing our negative feelings without bringing them home.

Thanks to my competitive nature. Despite all the negative feelings, there is not a single thought of giving up or resigning to fate. Rather, everyday after every complaint, the frustrations will push me to work even harder, to push myself beyond my boundaries. I did and everytime, I get unexpected results. To others, the results may not mean anything, but to me, it always means a step forward and I know that I am improving. It is a pat that I will always give myself for the job well done. This is very self-fulfilling.

Plus, my manager once told me during my appraisal "Sharon, you have the potentials. You have to learn to challenge yourself and push yourself beyond certain boundaries." Plus plus, my hubby will always tell me off "You are just plain lazy. Lazy to think." Plus plus plus, my hubby always tells me "Don't keep complaining. (that's why I don't complain in front of him, I always complain behind his back. kekeke) Before you complain, look at yourself, are you any better?" All these statements irked me but they do push me to go beyond my boundaries.

And I have proven it to be true:-

Examination Results and Status Report

Your examination results for the December 2009 session issued on 22-FEB-10 are:

Paper Details: F9 Fin. Man.

Result: Pass

Mark: 76

And best thing is, the passing rate for this paper is only 37% and I am one of the 37% who passed. I must say that I am very proud of myself, because this was completed during the time when I was busy preparing for my wedding. However, the sad thing is, when I told my hubby the only reply he gave was "ok" (though when he showed him the results, he has already said "Well Done, dear.", but this is a diffierent thing...) such a disappointing reply......=(